I am not marrying my soulmate in September. I am marrying the man i want to continue discovering the future with, I can not imagine it otherwise. We have been through a lot together: two deployments to iraq, ups and downs, love and death, inspiration and funks, near and far, change and consistency, secrets and truths, quite moments and loud graces, the new and the old, frustration and clarity, long drives and quick kisses, privacy and public display. There has been much and yet there is a life time more.

Today I caved…

I tried the gluten filled cake yumminess. It was divine… I have not had cake cake in - a long time. Now I am paying. Thanks cake. Ugh.

How are we going to work the whole feeding each other cake when I can not eat from the part we cut off the big gluten filled one? Hide a plate of the GF in the corner? Ugh.

They are going to find me in a corner with a bread basket and the cake topper eating away all the anxiety from the day, a hott blotchy red nauseous bride, it will be awesome.