I am not marrying my soulmate in September. I am marrying the man i want to continue discovering the future with, I can not imagine it otherwise. We have been through a lot together: two deployments to iraq, ups and downs, love and death, inspiration and funks, near and far, change and consistency, secrets and truths, quite moments and loud graces, the new and the old, frustration and clarity, long drives and quick kisses, privacy and public display. There has been much and yet there is a life time more.

August 27, 2009

There are only a couple weeks left until “iraq”, “deployment”, “1 year apart” are words we never ever have to speak again. I love the fact that he is a soldier and I am so proud of him, but 2 one year long depolyments later and so much missed time together I am estatic that soon I will be the only other person in his life that decides all of our decisions for ourselves. Soon the only orders he will have are to pick out a tux and a first dance song… CAN NOT WAIT.

September hurry your ass up, I need to see My Captain!!